031 - [trapped in a maze of relationships]

[tsuntempesta]

[Someone else seemed lost in the fog. . .and he seemed absolutely frantic over it. Not over himself however, but for someone else.]

". . .JUUDAIME!! JUUDAIME!!"

[The cries were loud, and there was a noticeable trill of fear in them. He sounded almost as if he were in tears. . .]

". . . J-Juudaime. . I don't. . . don't leave me. . .W-Where. . .!!" 

[Those were definitely some sobs now. Something was very clearly wrong, here. . .]

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[sky-ringed.livejournal.com]

[...Yeah, it's safe to say that other self of yours has all of his attention, so you can lurk all you like.]

...You defeated Levi and saved Lambo's life in the battle for the Sky ring. You've saved me at least three times. It wasn't out of lack of trust or faith that I didn't tell you.

[There's a pause here, and for a moment it might not seem like you're going to get more of an answer. But before you decide to explode again, he'll have straightened out the explanation.]

And...it's because I don't think that Takeshi is more qualified. I know that things rarely seem to go your way, but... If things were based solely on track record, I wouldn't have even been considered for successor, let alone given a chance to prove it. It doesn't matter if you have a perfect record or not--I don't care.

The fact is that you've still always known more about this life than myself or any of the other Guardians. You were in the family long before I'd even heard of it. You hold the position you do because that's where I need you to be.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . J-Juudaime. . ." [. . It's not his Shadow that had spoken up first and this other Gokudera seemed quite touched by those words. They meant. . .quite a bit to him, honestly. . .]

<[ . . .Not that the Shadow seemed too pleased by the fact he was here.]

". . Didn't I already take care of you?"

[His grip on Tsuna tightened quite a bit as he glared at his other half.]>

[sky-ringed.livejournal.com]

Hayato? What-- [He'll be glancing between the two of you for a moment before attempting to get some amount of breathing room between your Shadow and himself.]

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . . You said you were me, right? So you know as well as I do that death isn't final here. I suggest you release Juudaime."

<[. . The Shadow is going to attempt to hold to you tighter, narrowing his eyes at the other Gokudera.]

". . . I'm never letting Juudaime go. . . ! (...I don't want to be alone...). . . I WON'T LET HIM LEAVE ME AGAIN!"

[The Shadow was trembling now, maybe out of anger. . . But more likely than not it was fear. Not of his other self, but fear of being alone. . .]>

[sky-ringed.livejournal.com]

Hayato... [It's your Shadow that he's focused on again--his hands cupping the other's cheeks and trying to redirect attention back to himself.] I know that I've made mistakes, but... Is it too late for you to trust me?