031 - [trapped in a maze of relationships]

[tsuntempesta]

[Someone else seemed lost in the fog. . .and he seemed absolutely frantic over it. Not over himself however, but for someone else.]

". . .JUUDAIME!! JUUDAIME!!"

[The cries were loud, and there was a noticeable trill of fear in them. He sounded almost as if he were in tears. . .]

". . . J-Juudaime. . I don't. . . don't leave me. . .W-Where. . .!!" 

[Those were definitely some sobs now. Something was very clearly wrong, here. . .]

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[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . . I can find him myself. Don't touch me!" [Golden eyes narrowed at you dangerously - he didn't seem pleased with you for some reason or another.]

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

Oh...I see.

{He pulls back, but he's watching your face. Something isn't right.}

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

". . . I'm so sick of you! Always so god damned dependable! You're so good at everything. And me? I'm just a god damn failure! He should have made you his right hand man! So why the fuck didn't he?"

[He seemed more than a little pissed off, but whether it was actually you he's angry with or himself. . . It was hard to say.]

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He recoils a little further and runs a hand through his hair. He's worried that maybe there isn't something wrong and this is the way you actually feel and you were just stringing him along the whole time.}

You were the better man for the job...you know me I'm..not smart at all, not like you.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . . And that's another fucking thing I'm so sick of! Always trying to play it off like you're fucking retarded or something. . . But we all know it's a fucking lie. That's all you ever fucking do is lie!"

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He flinches further and further into himself.}

I-I...don't do it to hurt you, Hayato...but you wouldn't like it if I was completely truthful all the time.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . Oh? And do tell, Takeshi. What would you have to say? Tch, it's not like you could tell me anything I don't already know."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

That's the point...I don't have anything to say.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . Tch. . . I really don't get why I love you so damn much. Sometimes. I wonder if I just hate you so much that I love you."

[His words are said bitterly as he shakes his head.]

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He kind of wishes he could just lie down and wake up to find this conversation to be a horrible nightmare.}

Then why don't you just stop trying so hard if it's so hard to love me.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . . You're taking that completely opposite of what I mean." [He's going to quirk a brow now.]

" . . . It harder to hate you than it is to love you. Seems like no matter how much I try to hate you, I can't. Not really."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

Why..would you be trying to hate me at all?

{His voice is barely a murmur.}

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . Because I'm jealous."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He blinks.}

..You really shouldn't be.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

". . .and why not? You're so. . dependable. . . So . . capable. . . I'm nothing but one failure after another."

[. . He's definitely seeming some what upset at this point, but at least not angry like before.]

". . . I cause way more problems than I solve. . ."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He runs a hand through his hair.}

Your intentions are far better than mine I'm sure...and those I think count more.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . Good intentions don't get things done and honestly all my intentions are selfish."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

What do you think part of Will is, Hayato? and no they aren't. I know you.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . Really? . . . Do you really know me so well? I just don't want to be alone - pretty damn selfish reasoning if you ask me."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

I know you, Hayato.

{He straightens up a little.}

No one wants to be alone. Why do you think I chase you so hard?

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[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . .I ju--" [He was suddenly interrupted - by what appeared to be himself.]

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[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

[There was quite suddenly two of them, the new Gokudera with a feline at his side and a gun aimed at the other.]

" . . . I think you've said enough."

[. . . someone did not seem to amused.]

". . I don't know who the fuck you think you are, talking bullshit in my form but I think you're about done here."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{Takeshi stepped back and looked between them in shock. He wasn't sure how to handle this...but he was beginning to understand what everyone had been mentioning about concerning occurrences on Kunpuu.}

Hayato!

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . I don't know what the hell this bastard has been telling you, but it's probably all lies."

[His gun is still steadily aimed at the 'other' Gokudera.]

". . . So why don't you just tell me who the hell you are? . . Thalassa?"

<". . . I'm you. Who else do you think I'd be?">

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He watches.}

Hayato..I don't think...

{He's doesn't think it was lies at all.}