031 - [trapped in a maze of relationships]

[tsuntempesta]

[Someone else seemed lost in the fog. . .and he seemed absolutely frantic over it. Not over himself however, but for someone else.]

". . .JUUDAIME!! JUUDAIME!!"

[The cries were loud, and there was a noticeable trill of fear in them. He sounded almost as if he were in tears. . .]

". . . J-Juudaime. . I don't. . . don't leave me. . .W-Where. . .!!" 

[Those were definitely some sobs now. Something was very clearly wrong, here. . .]

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[sky-ringed.livejournal.com]

[Someone's been looking for you as well, and you should hear that answering call of your name from behind you, though it takes a few moments for him to catch up as the limited visibility requires caution.
But it's not long before his hand is at your shoulder, grip firm and meant to be reassuring, even if there's a slight waver to his voice.]

Hayato! Hayato, it's all right.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

[He immediately turns around at your voice, dull golden eyes sweeping over your form. He seemed to be making sure there was nothing wrong. . .and in response to your hand on his shoulder he's going to attempt to envelope you in a rather tight hug. Given his way, he probably won't be letting go anytime soon and the grip would seem a little tighter than usual.]

" . . J-Juudaime! I. . I was so worried!"

[sky-ringed.livejournal.com]

[He'll allow it, because he's a little distracted with you being upset right now and that odd eye color hasn't fully registered just yet. And as for that tighter grip, he's just going to figure it's because you're freaked out.]

I'm fine... [He's threading his fingers through your hair, petting you a little to try and calm you more, even if he's somewhat tense in your grip himself. Whatever the hell is going on lately, he doesn't like it.] Nothing happened to you, did it?

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

[He shook his head in response to that, nuzzling a little into that petting. His grip on you hasn't loosened though.]

" . . I-I was just. . .a-afraid. . I thought. . .I thought. . Juudaime left me. . again. . . and I. . I don't want to be alone. . ."

[His voice was just a pathetic whimper with that statement.]

[sky-ringed.livejournal.com]

[You might be breaking his heart a little there. He'll keep petting you while you speak, pausing a moment at the end to press a gentle kiss to your forehead.]

I'm not going anywhere, Hayato... You don't have to worry...

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . You've said that before. . and you. . left anyways. . ."

[There was an odd sort of tone in that - a tone he certainly wouldn't have normally used with Tsuna.]

". . .W-When Takeshi. . ."

[He didn't want to continue that, but he was referring to the murder incidents.]

". . . y-You told me. . . that you weren't going. . anywhere. . That you wouldn't leave me. . . But you still. . . you still did. . ."

[His grip seemed to tighten a little more with this.]

[sky-ringed.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, Hayato, I-- [...There might have been an uncomfortable shift in your grip there, but he's still going to wrap his arms around you in turn.] If I'd had a choice, I wouldn't have, but...

<--- The TYE is a mist illusion.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . You really don't get it, do you?"

[He's seeming almost angry now. Quite angry, actually.]

". . .Everything I do, I do for you. All I've ever wanted in return is for you to trust me! To stay with me! . . . The first time you left me - when you deceived us - me - I fell apart. I felt like I'd lost everything. I started to live only to get revenge for your 'death'. Even with Takeshi's attempts to make things better. . . I honestly didn't know what to do with myself. -- AND IN THE END, IT WAS JUST BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T TRUST ME! WHY DID YOU EVEN MAKE ME YOUR RIGHT HAND IF YOU COULDN'T EVEN TRUST ME?!"

[His grip might actually be painfully tight at this point.]

guess which one;;;

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

I swear. If I had a nickel for every time you called his name instead of mine.

{He's a bit exasperated rather than being genuinely nasty, and he's still going to worry about Tsuna.}

Did something happen?

. . This seems like it will end well.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

[His whole demeanor seemed to change once he heard your voice, and he decides to laugh at you a little.]

" . . . What, Takeshi. . . Are you jealous?"

I know right;;;

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He raises and eyebrow.}

When it comes to you, almost always.

♥~?

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

[He just seemed more amused at that.]

" . . How ironic. Perfect, successful-at-everything Yamamoto jealous of someone?"

XD ♥

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

Successful at everything. What the hell are you talking about?

:3;;

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . . You know what I'm talking about. Everywhere that I fail, you succeed. He can actually depend on you."

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{His face gets a rather nasty look on it.}

Maybe if you paid more attention to what you are doing that Tsuna then you wouldn't screw up.

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

Hayato? Are you okay--? What's going on is Tsuna--?!

{Trying to grasp your arm and calm you down.}

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . . I can find him myself. Don't touch me!" [Golden eyes narrowed at you dangerously - he didn't seem pleased with you for some reason or another.]

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

Oh...I see.

{He pulls back, but he's watching your face. Something isn't right.}

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

". . . I'm so sick of you! Always so god damned dependable! You're so good at everything. And me? I'm just a god damn failure! He should have made you his right hand man! So why the fuck didn't he?"

[He seemed more than a little pissed off, but whether it was actually you he's angry with or himself. . . It was hard to say.]

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He recoils a little further and runs a hand through his hair. He's worried that maybe there isn't something wrong and this is the way you actually feel and you were just stringing him along the whole time.}

You were the better man for the job...you know me I'm..not smart at all, not like you.

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

" . . . And that's another fucking thing I'm so sick of! Always trying to play it off like you're fucking retarded or something. . . But we all know it's a fucking lie. That's all you ever fucking do is lie!"

[swingswallow.livejournal.com]

{He flinches further and further into himself.}

I-I...don't do it to hurt you, Hayato...but you wouldn't like it if I was completely truthful all the time.

[onyxblade.livejournal.com]

...? [Well well, you caught someone else's attention]

[smokin-bomb-59.livejournal.com]

[He blinked at you dolefully once he'd noticed you were there.]

" . . R-Rev. . .?"

[onyxblade.livejournal.com]

Of course it's me. [And maybe more 'real' than you think]